[ SECRET POST #2729 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2729 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.


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02.
[killer is dead]


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03.
[Lackadaisy]


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04.
[Joe Trohman, Fall Out Boy]


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05.
[Yowamushi Pedal]


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06.
[How To Train Your Dragon 2]


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07.
[A Game of Thrones]


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08.
[Fruit's Basket]


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09.
[Community]


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10.
[Rythian, a.k.a Joakim Hellstrand]


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11.
[The Devil Wears Prada]


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12.
[Night Court]










Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 03 pages, 057 secrets from Secret Submission Post #390.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

Re: Non fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

TG: Suicidal Thoughts









The real reason I took so long to finish my studies was that I kept promising myself I'd be "allowed" to kill myself after I did because some twisted part of my depression was telling me it would hit my parents less hard if I'd finished college first. The sane part of me was worried I'd actually go through with it if I had no tasks left.

Anyhow, I did pull myself together and finished my degree and, miraculously, I no longer want to die. But I no longer want anything else, either. As in, I have zero motivation. I haven't searched for a job, I haven't really considered what I'm doing from here beyond a desultory search or two. Sooner or later, I'll HAVE to because hey, no job, no money, no money no food, but... eh. Some days I don't even bother to get out of bed. Part of me thinks I was better off before, because even though it was a horrible plan I had a PLAN.

All of me knows that this isn't healthy. But fuck it, now that my studies are over I no longer have access to therapy. FML.

Re: Non fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

You should talk to your parents about how you feel, if you can. I know that's probably scary and maybe you'd be worried about burdening them, but this is the best time you can take to reach out for help. You're fresh out of college and they can probably get you the resources for therapy and maybe some kind of advice on jobs so that you aren't further down the line beating yourself up for it later after depending on them.

*sends many hugs your way*

If it helps any, I'm 32 and haven't finished school, but I've never had any motivation to do anything for a job. But you could try finding hobbies or other things that spark your interest, and maybe that would help drive you to want to do other things. Don't feel bad if it doesn't though, because that's what depression does. I hope that you feel better soon and can find some help. :