[ SECRET POST #336 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #336 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

Out again, Christmas shopping/making a buttload of cookies! You know what to do!

Last day to submit for next week!

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 00 secrets from Secret Submission Post #048.
Secrets Not Posted: 0 broken links, [ 1 ] not!secret, [ 1 ] not!fandom, [ 1 ] repeat.
Next Secret Post: Tomorrow, Saturday, December 7th, 2007.
Current Secret Submission Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

#7

[(Anonymous)]

Reading your secret actually made me feel a lot less alone. I'm another sibling incest victim who loves incest ships for what seems like a similar reason... because I wish me and my brother's relationship could be more like the romanticized story versions instead of the reality where there was nothing romantic or loving about what he did to me.

Unlike everyone else I'm not going to suggest getting help because I would be a hypocrite if I did (I've never found the strength to tell any of the therapists I've had about it), but I am going to say good luck and hopefully one day both of us will be able to move past it.

Re: #7

[(Anonymous)]

The same thing happened to me, too, though I'm not into fictional incest. I've made my peace with it. I think telling someone about these things is definitely a good thing, but it's not something that you can rush. In my case, the rest of my immediate family knew about it, even back then, and though it's not something we discuss anymore, it made me feel as though I wasn't quite so alone.

It's very hard to open up to people about these things. I've only told one person other than my family - my boyfriend of three years, whom I intend to marry - and even that took a REALLY long time a lot of effort. I had tried several times before to tell him, but I would just end up sobbing and he had no idea why. I feel like I've grown a lot since then.

I understand why you guys haven't told anyone. It's a part of my past that I just don't want people to know about; I've left it behind and I don't want to be treated differently by people I know because of it. I also love my brother and have forgiven him, and I don't think I'd want anyone to know that about him, either.

Re: #7

[(Anonymous)]

If you can't talk about it in person, keep talking about it anonymously. It will probably help. And there's some organizations where you can talk about it to safe people and still keep it secret from your friends.

This is why I dislike incest fics. Except sometimes I like them. But they are about as unrealistic as mpreg.