[ SECRET POST #2792 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2792 ⌋

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Comments

[(Anonymous)]

This secret moved me a lot. And when I say a lot, I mean it made me feel like I wasn't alone anymore... I'm in a situation like this, except in my case it's not with a fictonnal character, it's worse in a way. Eight years ago, I had the most realistic dream I have ever had. In this dream, there was this perfect person (not so perfect actually, but perfect for me, if you know what I mean). We fell in love and lived a romance. It was amazing. It was more realistic than life itself. Since then, I haven't been able to move on. I think about him every time, and lots of things in real life, fiction, etc, make me think about that dream even more. I've never been confronted with a feeling this right in all my life, and no one ever pictured or described love in a way I could relate. It's mind blowing. It's truly incredible.
Problem is, I know it is a bit twisted. I've never spoke to anyone of this, for reasons you can imagine. I'm afraid of jugement. I don't want people to look at me like I am a madman.
I've tried really hard to live like everybody, to forget my feelings. I've been in some relationships (these were disasters. When I kissed them I was sick, for example...), I wanted to find something different in real life. But every time, I give up, more miserable than ever because I feel like I am going against my own nature and soul.

To everyone who told anon to live like they wanted to, thank you. It means a lot to me.

(By the way, I'm not excluded from society, I've been in a prestigious school and have a great career ahead of me, I have friends, a big and loving family and things to be passionnate for besides this dream. It's just that I can't picture myself in a relationship with anyone because I'm already in love, and this love is the thing the most important to me... Even if I know it makes me some kind of monster..)