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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2014-09-11 07:19 pm

[ SECRET POST #2809 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2809 ⌋

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Re: How's your day going?

(Anonymous) 2014-09-12 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
I got the results for my master thesis and they were okay.

I'm having a slightly hard time dealing with my parents' reactions though.

My mom is just thrilled and gave me a cute little present because of it. And I want to like the present and be happy about it, but the thing is I had a really hard time writing my thesis, spiraling into depression, getting all anxious about it, believing myself to be incapable of writing it and so on, so that I took three or four times the time I should have needed to write it (I hadn't officialy given notice to when I would be finish so I didn't fail on that account). I'm embarrassed about all that and just want to forget all the unpleasantness. So whenever I look at the cute present I am reminded of all this and feel guilty for not liking it as much as I should.

My father, on the other hand, won't stop talking about job applications, suggesting things that are way over my head. I just want to find something somewhat related to the field I did my studies in (which is difficult enough) and already have my doubts if I'd be adequate in that and wonder about who on earth would want to hire me (oh hello, lack of self-esteem, long time no see...). And he keeps on talking about these prestigious jobs abroad... :/