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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2007-12-23 05:56 pm

[ SECRET POST #352 ]


⌈ Secret Post #352 ⌋

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 10 pages, 250 secrets from Secret Submission Post #051.
Secrets Not Posted: 0 broken links, 0 not!secrets, 0 not!fandom, [ 1 2 3 ] too big, [ 1 ] hate letter.
Next Secret Post: Tomorrow, Monday, December 24th, 2007.
Current Secret Submission Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Re: 3 OP

(Anonymous) 2007-12-25 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I have always been in it solely for the friendship. I didn't start watching Hajime No Ippo with my friend Meghan (once I found out she liked anime) to get in her pants, I watched it with her because she was cool and it was really fun to just connect with her because hey cool people are cool. And then "hm, she's kinda cute, we get along well, wonder if something could happen? It'd be enjoyable" started pinging, and then just completely incidentally I found out that she was into girls.

That wouldn't be bad if it didn't happen over and OVER again. Like seriously... okay, I know it's completely dumb and not really rational, but there honestly is a part of me that can't help but feel, given how many girls I've dated / had things for that turned out to be gay (all in fandom to some degree) that went "...is there something wrong with *me*?" Yes, I know it's stupid and irrational, but there IS a part of me that can't help but wonder that. ^^;;

And it was just a little frustration that led to the secret. God knows I have roughly eleventy billion female friends (I find it a lot easier to connect with girls than guys, to be quite honest) and am not "attracted" to any of them, so it's not a sense of entitlement. Just a "argh" frustrated sort of secret.