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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2014-12-07 03:47 pm

[ SECRET POST #2896 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2896 ⌋

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Re: more people should post unanon imo

[personal profile] making_excuses 2014-12-08 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
Out of the 4 people I know (one of them myself) who wanted to kill ourselves as teenagers, only one of us are left with it today, and that person is clinically depressed so no it isn't always a phase, but it can be.

All the way up to I was 20 I kept thinking I could just die, I could just throw myself down every damn staircase I walked down, jump off every bridge I walked over and if I had a knife in my hand I wanted to cut my wrists open. At my worst I spent hours wanting to just kill myself in any way possible, stuck with a knife in my hand or bleach or standing on top of high stuff wanting to jump.

My other friends have the same experience, and today in our mid twenties none of us want to die. I want to just pack a bag and disappear from my life, but I don't want to stop living. Not having the greatest life combined with teenage hormones and a not fully developed brain can make you want to die as a teenager, but as long as you survive those years you get over it.

Then again my aunt is 40 and she tried to hang herself two years ago so in a way I guess we are the lucky ones.