[ SECRET POST #2936 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2936 ⌋

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Re: Fandom Annoyances

[(Anonymous)]

But, until he had the blood of thousands of dead Narns on his conscience, I don't believe he'd really internalized what it really meant.

Even then, I don't think it would have affected him quite so badly if he hadn't known G'Kar first. If he hadn't struggled with G'Kar face to face, hadn't seen G'Kar's genuine and honest hopes for peace with the Centauri Emperor (that goddamn moment was so horrible and so good), hadn't seen G'Kar's visceral and very personal sense of betrayal and rage and helpless fury at what happened afterwards, I think those thousands of Narn might still have been only a number to him. But he did know G'Kar first, and he did personally betray G'Kar first, and he had to see and listen and acknowledge G'Kar's pain afterwards, Vir's horror and guilt, the disapproval of the other station personnel who'd been his friends.

And the worst of it was, yes, he knew even as he did it. From the moment he sees G'Kar's hope and realises that he'd already destroyed it beyond any hope of repair, he just keeps walking into darkness knowing full fucking well that that's what he's doing. He keeps trying to save things out of the wreckage later, to salvage something from what he's ruined, but there's that horrible sense of inevitability to it all, especially when he's Centauri and they're raised from birth to know their own deaths and walk towards them anyway.

It's one of the best and worst things about his arc: he's so incredibly understandable and even likable as a person, and he does such utterly horrific, utterly irreversible things.