[ SECRET POST #3004 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3004 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Mary Poppins]


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[Hoozuki no reitetsu]


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[Atonement]


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[Terry Pratchett and his daughter]


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Comments

[(Anonymous)]

It's not even that I think things will end badly it just feels taboo and weak to be myself
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At this point I'd settle for someone just knowing who I really am and hating me. An honest relationship is a pipe dream.

[kallanda_lee]

Oh gosh, why?

You're not giving much info, but why would you be hate-able? Why is it taboo to be yourself?

[(Anonymous)]

Strict religious upbringing that encouraged what was basically witch-hunting for your neighbor's sins turned me into someone who uses compulsive lying as a defense mechanism. I lie about randomly mundane shit just to emotionally distance and camouflage myself from the girl bagging my grocieries or the bank teller etc.

I also have abandonment/attatchment issues that I doubt help.

[kallanda_lee]

Okay, that sucks, but those are things that can be worked on, and don't make you unworthy of love.

[(Anonymous)]

I don't know your full situation, so I'm really not sure if this applies.

Maybe you could channel your self-expression into a project instead of showing it directly to people you currently know. Maybe you could slowly let your guard down around someone you think suitable. Maybe you could try to be more "genuine" when you next meet someone new, to see how it changes first impressions.

But if none of there are safe or comfortable for you, or good ideas at all, then I hope you take care of yourself all the same.

[(Anonymous)]

I keep trying to get a fresh start but the second I relax my guard against the lies or even while I'm consciously thinking "no lies!!!" I hear myself lying about what I had for dinner yesterday or something equally absurd. It'd be hilarious if it wasn't happening to me.

Thanks for the good wishes!