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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2015-03-28 03:57 pm

[ SECRET POST #3006 ]


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Re: Confession thread

(Anonymous) 2015-03-28 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I know.

I just have no energy to try. I wake up every morning and go to work and already that feels fucking draining. I know what I need to do -- I need suck it up and get my work done on time, go out and try to make friends, not ruminate on my problems, take up a hobby, get some sun. But just getting through the day counts as a success nowadays.

Re: Confession thread

[personal profile] herpymcderp 2015-03-28 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
That's some top tier depression, OP. It might be time to ditch the stigma and go talk to someone about medication.

Re: Confession thread

(Anonymous) 2015-03-28 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Eh, I'm probably exaggerating.

I just make things worse by stressing out over projects and deadlines and doing them at the last minute instead of working on them long-term (like I should be).

Half my problem (at least) is that I don't self-discipline enough and get things done on time anymore. I used to be really good about it but I've gotten lazy.

Re: Confession thread

[personal profile] herpymcderp 2015-03-28 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Haahaaaa everyone does that. Especially if they've gotten bored of their job.

Might just be time for a lifestyle change or a change of employment.

Re: Confession thread

(Anonymous) 2015-03-28 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
That's not gonna happen. I literally have no idea what I'd do with myself if I wasn't in my current position. And working this job at least gives me the illusion that I'm helping people and doing good, which helps.
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Re: Confession thread

[personal profile] insanenoodlyguy 2015-03-29 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
No seriously, consider medication. And/or therapy.

DA

(Anonymous) 2015-03-29 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
I finally sucked it up and did. Now I'm dealing with the shock of realizing that I've always thought of seeing a doctor as an out when it got too hard only to realize when I finally took the out the medication doesn't make me feel any better.

Re: Confession thread

(Anonymous) 2015-03-28 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I was there, quite recently. Two acronyms have turned things around for me entirely. DBT, and CPAP. The latter one's a little more specific to me; turns out when you haven't had a sound night's sleep in years, it exacerbates depression pretty badly. But DBT is a really good, comprehensive, evidence-based, results-oriented program, and you should see if you can get access to it.