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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2015-07-08 07:29 pm

[ SECRET POST #3108 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3108 ⌋

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(Anonymous) 2015-07-09 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
I can definitely relate to this. I feel I got into smutty fics too early, most likely somewhere around the age of 12-13, maybe even around 11. (I know I watched my first porn at 14 and that I had read fics for quite some time before that) Some of it was really smutty and quite skeevy as well. I remember a lot of rape as love. My main fandoms at the time was Naruto and Harry Potter, so a lot of character were underage (and around my own age at one point of time in the canon) so that may also have had something to do with me identifying with them and sort of "absorbing" the kinks more than if it had been other fandoms/characters.

Today I'm really just wondering how much of my kinks are due to fanfic though and what is just due to other factors. Some of them are BDSM (and especially the D/s part of it), rough sex in general and a very clear preference for men that are older than than me. There are some other things too, but those are the most prominent. I definitely feel A LOT more kinky than most my friends, and feel I have to vanilla it down whenever we talk sex and I wonder how much of it is because I had a early exposure to kinky shit.

What I do know is when I become a parent somewhere down the line, I will keep a lot better watch over what my kid does online than what my parents did. Some of the things I did really skeeves me out a bit now.