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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2008-01-29 06:50 am

[ SECRET POST #389 ]


⌈ Secret Post #389 ⌋

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 09 pages, 222 secrets from Secret Submission Post #056.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 ] broken link, [ 1 2 3 4 ] not!secret, [ 1 ] too big, [ 1 2 (yes, twice) ] repeat.
Next Secret Post: Tomorrow, Wednesday, January 30th, 2008.
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

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(Anonymous) 2008-01-30 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
When I was younger, in my preteen to early teen years, I used to love Jhonen's work. I still do, for its storytelling. I used to talk to him on AIM and I'm still pretty decent friends with Roman Dirge, but...

I know how you feel, though, but perhaps in a different way. For a very, very long time I wanted to be like Devi. Its ironic that out out all the days to come to [livejournal.com profile] fandom_secrets that this was it as I'm rarely here as I'd found my comics of I Feel Sick and had started reading them again for the first time since I was probably about fourteen. I had wanted to go to art school for several years even after I forgotten about them, before finally dropping the idea when I was around seventeen. It was kinda as homeage to her unintentionally as my own demons tended to haunt me when it comes to my artwork. And I painted to distract myself from myself.

Those comics had scared me, though, for a very long time. I'd say about almost eight years now. I had a bestfriend who slowly began to unwind mentally during the time when they were first published, but I had tried to be there during her time of need while she was seeking councelling. One time we dressed up as Johnny and Devi for Halloween (It was for a big outting between all of our friends, though) and it was shortly after that when she used the comics and her delusions as some sort of justification to try and remove me from existance. After she was removed from my home and put in the hospital, I locked those comics in my cedar chest and like I said, only discovered them recently after moving. It was kind of a very strong moment for me, emotionally. And I still feel bad for what I did to my friend, then, as I never saw her again. Even if it was what had to be done.

I guess that's kinda a retarded secret in and of its own. Sorry to ramble, but this secret reminded me of one of my own. :(

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[identity profile] hopelikefever.livejournal.com 2008-01-30 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
I have nothing to do with the OP, and I haven't read the comics, but I do want to say that I'm very sorry that happened to you. That must've been very hard for you to be treated like that by your best friend.

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[identity profile] senri.livejournal.com 2008-01-30 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry to hear about that too - I can't blame you for putting the books away, with that kind of thing happening. I hope eventually you can take pleasure in his storytelling again.