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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2015-07-25 03:40 pm

[ SECRET POST #3125 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3125 ⌋

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[personal profile] elialshadowpine 2015-07-26 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
This. I have fibromyalgia, rheumatoid arthritis, and hypermobility syndrome (which the medical research community is arguing about whether or not that's EDS-H; since there aren't any doctors who will take EDS-H patients in my state, I'm waiting to see if I'll get grandfathered in vs. going to an out of state specialist). The hypermobility causes multiple partial dislocations a day; I'm usually having to readjust my hands well over 20+ times a day, my hips 3-5 times, my wrists and elbows also above 20+, etc. I would happily take a cure for any of that in a second. My anxiety, too.

But the bipolar and ADD and autism? No, because they make up too much of who I am at this point. I also have the milder variant of bipolar (type 2), and I'm evened out to a contented or more dedicated to doing stuff mood on meds. I also can't say I wouldn't miss the occasional hypomanic highs, because those tend to be when I do some of my best writing. The ADD makes some things difficult, but it's also how my brain works, same with the autism. Some things have been more difficult to learn, and with combination of anxiety, it can make things difficult, but I don't seem to have too much issue. I have to think more actively about social things, but that's not always bad, either. Most of my foot-in-mouth moments are due to fibro fog more than the autism is. -_-