[ SECRET POST #3141 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3141 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Secrets Left to Post: 03 pages, 066 secrets from Secret Submission Post #449.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
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Comments

Re: TW suicide for post below

[kallanda_lee]

I literally had a too-blunt dagger. But I kept diligently trying. Liken horizontally, vertically, something's bound to work! At some point I realized it wasn't doing to work, and I think somewhere at that point the sheer absurdity of the situation hit me, and it would have been funny if it wasn't so messed-up.

Re: TW suicide for post below

[(Anonymous)]

Did you feel the pain? Weirdly, it felt like I was totally numb. The only reason I stopped was because, like I said, it was difficult, like cutting through tough, tough meat.

Re: TW suicide for post below

[kallanda_lee]

I did feel pain, but it wasn't like, excruciating? But There was a LOT of adrenaline going through me. Also I had self-harmed by this point, and frankly I think my pain perception is screwed because of that to this day. Last winter I woke up with 3rd degrees burns I'm still not sure where I got, so yeah.

I think I stopped with because of the pointlessness of it, but also as it took longer, I recalled the previous attempt (which was rater scary and unpleasant) and maybe that sort of made my resolve waver. It's sort of hard to really recall those emotions correctly, because it's so long ago and I was such a mess back then.

btw, hope you're better now.

Re: TW suicide for post below

[(Anonymous)]

I hope you're better too. /hug

Re: TW suicide for post below

[kallanda_lee]

/me huggles.

Re: TW suicide for post below

[(Anonymous)]

I realize this may be the wrong question to ask, but... apparently some people don't sharpen their knives? What do you do if you actually need to cut something? Food, for example?

Re: TW suicide for post below

[kallanda_lee]

Well, the dagger wasn't for meat, but...

Honestly I'm just not that often in need to cut huge chunks of meat? A lot comes pre-cut, and I know my mom has an electrical knife for the odd times it's really needed.

Also even with kitchen knives...is easier to cut, say, chicken breast than a wist, because you don't need to go through skin and you can sort of handle it in the position you want.