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⌈ Secret Post #3176 ⌋

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[Journey]

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[Absolutely Fabulous]

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(Sam Smith, Lana Del Rey, Shirley Bassey, Ellie Goulding)

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[Tim Drake, DC Comics]

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[Wakako-zake]

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[FIFA, World Soccer Championship]

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[Fear The Walking Dead]

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[Calvin Dyson - Bond Reviewer, The Anime Man, BobSamurai's Anime Reviews, Retroblasting, Oliver Harper's Retrospective and Reviews]

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[Higher Ground]

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[Beelzebub]

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[Steven Universe]

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[Robert Stack, Unsolved Mysteries]

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What you got?

I think my biggest one is that I come off as too young for my age. I'm also pretty self conscious about the mole on my face and my dumb big boobs.

-that my art sucks and I shouldn't even bother.
-i'm not as accomplished as i should be, especially with the support i've been given
-i'll never be independent

I don't know if I was a good enough pet owner. I should have spent more time together while I had the chance.

I use too much exclamation points and emoticons online.

I worry when I need to do important adult things either in person or over the phone, because I don't look or sound old enough to be doing them.

People turn it into a thing, and even after it's established that yes, I am old enough, they still feel the need to comment or joke about it.

Financial. Food. Item 2 result of item 1. Psychological. Item 3 due to item 2 partially causing item 1. Item 1 partially caused by a second party. How much time you got, anon?!?

That I won't be able to find a bathroom in a new location and will be forced to be uncomfortable.

Everything. I'm completely insecure about everything. I never feel like I'm good enough and I'm always terrified that no one in my life actually likes me because I feel like such a screw up.

I realize this is ridiculous, but this is how I feel.

you know, philstar, it often occurs to me that you and i are very similar people

I'm insecure about:

my appearance, body, and weight. I worry about much I weigh and that my stupid goddamn body is always in the way. Like if I'm on the train I'm constantly thinking about how to get out of everybody's way. I worry that I look bad. I worry that my clothes look weird and bad and poorly-fitting no matter what I'm wearing. I worry that my face is bad and just no good, and that my hair always looks terrible, no matter what.

my personality and social skills and situation. I worry that I'm fundamentally weird and that the things I like, no one cares about or could to be expected to talk about. I worry about how insecure and needy I am, which is a bit of an ironic twist, you know, but it is what it is. I worry that I talk too much about things no one cares about. I worry that I don't talk enough. I worry about not showing people I like that I like them. I worry about imposing too much and wearing people out and pushing them away. I worry about my historic lack of romantic success, and if it means that I'm a fundamentally flawed person, and whether people can somehow sense that. I worry about how weird I am. I worry about making people uncomfortable with things I do, or giving the wrong impression, and making people worry, like, constantly.

Probably other things too idk

Sorry for writing so much but in my defense, you asked.

I worry that I'm fundamentally weird and that the things I like, no one cares about or could to be expected to talk about. I worry that I talk too much about things no one cares about.

Join the club.

My biggest one is my intelligence. Anytime I'm around really smart/well-read people, I always feel like a total idiot next to them. They never make me feel that way, thankfully, it's just my own personal issue.

I also feel a little awkward around people who are more well-off financially, because my family is very much the opposite of that.

That I'm terrible socially, terrible at maintaining friends, and will fuck up and make myself look ridiculous or alienate people or let them push me around. I think I might have some autistic tendencies but don't know whether it's serious enough to seek a diagnosis??

What the fuck is my sexuality and where has it gone of late. Idek.

That I'm more into creative stuff to get people impressed at me than having any original ideas and talent.

What don't I have? The only things I'm secure in are negative, whether personality traits, physical traits, neuroses...

That I'm unattractive, to the point that I think my boyfriend isn't attracted to me even when he clearly is. Blargh.

I have a tendency to make one very serious friend. I worry that I am clingy with that person.

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