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fandomsecrets2015-09-28 07:13 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2015-09-28 07:13 pm
[ SECRET POST #3190 ]
⌈ Secret Post #3190 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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[Angry Birds (Movie)]
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[The Great British Bake Off (series 6)]
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[Jennifer Nettles, Ronnie Dunn]
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[Free!]
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[Hannibal]
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[Jennifer Lien, who played Kes in Star Trek: Voyager]
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[BBC Robin Hood]
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(Ancillary Justice by Ann Leckie/The Mirror Empire by Kameron Hurley)
Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 02 pages, 036 secrets from Secret Submission Post #456.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
OP here [cw for brain problems]
(Anonymous) 2015-09-28 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)I have both OCD and GAD, and it is not always clear where one ends and the other begins... but one of my biggest and worst symptoms is fixating on (which is the phrase I wish I had used in the secret instead of "worrying about", actually) my perceived moral purity or lack thereof. If I even VERY SLIGHTLY wrong someone, or think I have wronged them, I spiral into "I am cruel, I am thoughtless, I am poison, I am wretched, I should be punished" very readily, and it can last for hours, if not days or even weeks, feeling diseased and rotten and afraid of myself. Unfortunately, I am also prone to intrusive thoughts that mainly revolve around either deliberately or accidentally harming innocent beings, and those two symptoms do not mix well.
Thankfully, I have just begun a new medication and will be going to therapy on a regular basis, so I am optimistic about getting some peace -- and if your worry rules your life, anon, then whether it springs from OCD or not, you deserve to have a peaceful life and brain too. Please do talk to your doctor if you can!
Re: OP here [cw for brain problems]