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fandomsecrets2015-10-11 03:43 pm
[ SECRET POST #3203 ]
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As for the actual secret, I've definitely 'abandoned' online accounts before, but I've never done it by antagonizing anyone or creating drama; I just kind of faded away and stopped using them when all motivation left me. I've seen it happen many a time with fandom friends myself.
I think what everyone else is telling you, that you should tell your flist that you need a break from things then just cut online activity until you feel more stable, is a good plan. Try not to delete your account so you have the option to come back to it if you want, but get away from it for a while; you might need some alone time.
And if you do come back, try to set clear boundaries with your friends. If any of them are pressuring you to spend a certain amount of time with them and you can't manage it, tell them as much.
Hopefully you can break the cycle, OP. I have faith in you! (Also, good luck with everything in general. I hope your life improves and you'll soon be in a better place mentally.)