[ SECRET POST #3219 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3219 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.
[Suicide Squad]


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02.
[Dragonlance Legends]


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03.
[Takehiko Inoue's "Real"]


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04.
[Avatar the Last Airbender/Legend of Korra]


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05.
[Dean Martin and Jerry Lewis]


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06.
[The Twelve Kingdoms]


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07.
[Dramatical Murder]


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08.
[Hemlock Grove, Bill Skarsgard]


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09.
[Marvel's Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D]


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10.
[Psycho]


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11.
[Outlander series, Dougal/Claire]










Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 02 pages, 042 secrets from Secret Submission Post #460.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

Re: suicide tw

[(Anonymous)]

Sorry. Just touchy b/c there's been suicide encouragement before, and I hate trolls who try to egg people on like that.

I've almost attempted suicide before myself and I don't like it being used lightly as some kind of wank-bait.

Please do not kill yourself. You have no idea what you may be missing out on further down the line.

I stopped myself from committing suicide b/c I realized I kept wanting someone to save me and stop me. Then I realized there was no one coming. I had to be the caregiver, the parent, the counsellor. I had to pick myself up and drag myself way from that place and get myself the help I needed. I had to realize I actually NEEDED help and couldn't keep doing it all by myself - that getting help isn't "failing", it's what I should have done years ago.

I also realised that Death isn't some idea. It's permanent. It's really really scary. Maybe I wasn't respecting it enough.

Re: suicide tw

[(Anonymous)]

I'd say risk of me killing myself is like zero so don't worry about me. Sorry you had to go through that, anon. It's a terrible situation to be in *hug*

Re: suicide tw

[(Anonymous)]

Hey, I'm fine.

I'm glad I went through it. I feel like I have more respect for life now, funny as that sounds.

When you're about to die, you go alone. There isn't anyone else standing beside you. Just you and death. It's that "oh-shit" stomach-dropping feeling you get when you go over the edge of a rollercoaster. I realised that in that moment I had absolute choice over my decision - and the actual reality of what I was doing. And I decided to walk the other way.

I mean, it was hard. REALLY hard. It took every single bit of willpower I had left. I felt like there was a physical force pulling at me to die. Like walking through quicksand. But I kept putting one foot in front of the other and eventually it faded.

Not gonna lie, I still have bad days where I feel it tugging at me again, but nothing as terrible as that.

Now I never want to go back there again and I wouldn't wish it on anyone else. But now when people go: "I wonder why so-and-so did something so stupid?" I don't wonder, I know. I don't blame them, honestly. I'm still not sure how I survived.

Do not put yourself through that, anon. Just don't.