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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2015-11-04 06:38 pm

[ SECRET POST #3227 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3227 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Mary McDonnell, Battlestar Galactica, Major Crimes]


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[Deadly Premonition]


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[The Walking Dead, Glenn Rhee]


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[Bill Skarsgård]


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08. http://i.imgur.com/LAq54d4.jpg
[link for random penis]









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cakemage: (Overemotional suffering)

Re: vent thread

[personal profile] cakemage 2015-11-05 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
For the past four years, I've been randomly getting these dizzy spells (I don't know what else to call them) where I'll have a weird, nonsense thought, then I'll get this buzzing, burning, pulsing pressure in my head, my heart will start beating erratically and I'll get a weird chemical taste/smell in my mouth and nose. I also won't recognize my surroundings. I'll sort of know where I am, but nothing around me will look familiar. It'll all last less than a minute, but it always leaves me drained and wobbly for the rest of the day. Sometimes I'll go a month without having one, and then I'll have twelve in one day and continue to have multiple spells a day for the next few weeks.

It took almost two years for my doctors to listen to me and start trying to figure out what's going on (welcome to the Florida health care system), and as of now they still have no clue what it could be. We ruled out neurological disorders last year and now we've pretty much ruled out heart problems, too (I even had a loop recorder implanted back in July). I don't know where we're going to try to go from here, but I do know that it's going to be a long time before I can afford to try again anyway, because I'm too disabled to work but not disabled enough to qualify for disability and am flat broke. So I guess it doesn't even fucking matter. Oh, and did I mention that I can't even get my driver's license back until I'm diagnosed and treated, and I live in a rural area with no public transportation or anything within walking distance? 'Cause yeah.