[ SECRET POST #3315 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3315 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Sad anon looking for guidance. Trigger warning for suicide/depression I think.

[sadiesockmonkey]

What was your undergrad degree in? What are you most interested in? (I know that can be an impossible question to answer when you're in the throes of depression.)

People do give a fuck, and treatment does work. At the very least, treatment helps, a lot. I'm a big proponent of talk therapy, if available. Does your law school have a counseling center? If so, it couldn't hurt to make an appointment.

And, just out of curiosity, why February 6th every year?

Re: Sad anon looking for guidance. Trigger warning for suicide/depression I think.

[(Anonymous)]

It was in English. I wanted to be a doctor every since I was in diapers. However, a complicated set of circumstances led to what happened with that that I can't get in to now.

It's my half birthday (August 6th is my real one). It's not surrounded by major holidays or birthdays of anyone else. Everyone I've ever known died in February. Those are my arbitrary reasons.

Re: Sad anon looking for guidance. Trigger warning for suicide/depression I think.

[sadiesockmonkey]

You share your birthday with Lucille Ball. :)

I'm sorry that circumstances have prevented you from achieving your lifelong dream of being a doctor. You can always pursue new dreams, though, and well...it sounds like law school isn't it. Death by truck or freak disease are really morbid dreams that I don't advise following.

What were your favorite courses studying English? Was there a particular type of literature you loved best? Shakespearan? British? Classic? Russian? Did your university differentiate its English department between Literature & Writing concentrations?

Re: Sad anon looking for guidance. Trigger warning for suicide/depression I think.

[(Anonymous)]

I was a Creative Writing concentration, and applied for MFA programs, but didn't get in. Creative Writing isn't that great of a career and nobody is impressed by an English degree. The whole experience kind of destroyed the creative writing part of me anyway.

Re: Sad anon looking for guidance. Trigger warning for suicide/depression I think.

[sadiesockmonkey]

I can understand a Creative Writing concentration killing your drive for creativity. Forced creativity tends to do that. (My brother once took drawing courses 6 hours a week, 3 hours two days a week & it really killed his desire for art, something he was both talented at & passionate about.) I'm sorry that happened to you.

Based on some of your other responses in the thread though, at least where your parents are concerned, you have to put yourself first. Your mom not believing in doctors? That's on her, that's her issue, and if you have the ability, you owe it to yourself to seek the proper treatment.

When you say you'd have to do another semester before being able to drop out...I assume that's because you mentioned you've sunk in 20,000 you can't get back, yes? If that's the case, and you really don't think you'll survive another semester, what difference does attending make? You have to put yourself first. You have to prioritize your mental health.