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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2016-01-31 03:36 pm

[ SECRET POST #3315 ]


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Re: What's your worst sexual experience?

(Anonymous) 2016-01-31 11:33 pm (UTC)(link)
My first real one, tbh. Boyfriend at age 16. I genuinely had a crush on him, and I enjoyed making out and, err, dry-humping. But he wanted to take it farther, and I never had the confidence to set limits or be clear about what I liked and didn't like (I don't mean he bullied me, we were just both awkward). He fingered me, and it really hurt, but I pretended to like it because I felt so awkward and embarrassed and idk. I know he really wanted to do more, but I never liked anything more than making out and clothed grinding. It hurt for hours after, because he obviously had no idea what he was doing and I am pretty sure I must've been totally dry.

I also later realized I'm primarily attracted to women. I don't think that experience affected that realization directly, because honestly I don't think I really got "sexual" until college anyway (didn't masturbate or anything like that).