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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2016-02-29 06:39 pm

[ SECRET POST #3344 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3344 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia]


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03.
[The Vision/Wanda Maximoff (Marvel's The Avengers)]


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04.
[New Tricks]


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[One Punch Man]


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[Karen Page, Daredevil (Netflix)]


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07.
[Gamer's Guide to Pretty Much Everything]


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[Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D]


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09.
[Good Omens]


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10.
[J.K. Rowling]


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11.
[Ace Attorney 6]


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12.
(Borderlands, Dameon Clarke)













Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 03 pages, 056 secrets from Secret Submission Post #478.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 1 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Re: What's your relationship with your parents like?

(Anonymous) 2016-03-01 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
Well, when my dad died, and my mom told me he'd been run over, my first response was a big relieved grin and a "finally!"--the crying started later. People used to think he was dead before he died, because I talked about him in the past tense. He saved my life once, but he never wanted kids and definitely not girls. He was dyslexic and in great physical shape and a dictator about what my mom and I ate, what we could spend money on, and how much we exercised. He didn't understand what reading and books meant to me and that when I was freaking out because I was a short fat nerd and didn't know how to handle bullies, "kill them," a knife, and instructions on where to stab were no help whatsoever. And then he became a drug addict, spent all my parents' savings, my mom divorced him, and he died. We were never sure if it was suicide or not.

My mom was a buffer between my dad and me and was artistic, creative, kind, and generous. She was and is also a drunk. She has terminal cancer, and when she goes I'll be inconsolable, but when our bad depression days coincide, and she's drunk or drugged (or both) herself into a sullen stupor, and I scream that I can't take watching her attempt suicide every day and I hate it and wish she'd get it over with, her response is either "fuck off," or "I always knew you must hate me, you'll be better off when I'm dead."