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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2016-03-22 07:10 pm

[ SECRET POST #3366 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3366 ⌋

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Re: If I knew then what I know now...

(Anonymous) 2016-03-23 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know if I'd dare.

Re: If I knew then what I know now...

(Anonymous) 2016-03-23 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
...should elaborate, I guess. :/

I feel like some things in fandom were amazing, and there's one I sort of wish I hadn't joined at all because it fucked with me so much for a while.

But on the other hand, am I sorry I participated so much? I learned a lot, I practiced my writing, I put my heart on my fucking sleeve. I LOVED, at a time when I really really needed something to love.

That was good. And if I changed the hard things, then maybe I'd have changed some good things that came later, too? I'm being vague, but I have to.

Fandom had some bad things for me. But I think it was part of a journey I needed to take. And I don't know if I'll ever have it in me to join in that way again.