[ SECRET POST #3398 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3398 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Not sure anyone will be reading this, but I'll give it a shot.

[(Anonymous)]

Well if you killed yourself there would be no future career. Maybe mental health trumps everything else right now? Like in a whatever it takes to survive this, lower stress, and get past suicidal thoughts or urges. School stress and depression can be serious. Is there anyone IRL you can ask for help??

Re: Not sure anyone will be reading this, but I'll give it a shot.

[(Anonymous)]

I can logically acknowledge that. But there's the feeling in my head that if I kill myself, it will be easy, and if I put effort into staying alive, it will be hard. It will be hard to overcome the setbacks to my career. So all I do is try to minimize my effort. I also feel very strongly like I will be dead in a couple months anyway, so there's no point in doing anything. I try to logically overcome it, but I can't.

I can't ask them for help. Every time I bring this up I sound silly and ridiculous, even to myself. I think if I actually tried to talk to someone about it I'd eventually stand up and yell "JUST KIDDING" and leave the room. I want to talk to them but I just can't.

I'm sorry to put this pile of neuroses on you, anon.