[ SECRET POST #3420 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3420 ⌋

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Comments

Positivity thread, of a kind

[sparrow_lately]

I know so many stupendous people who don't think they're any good and it makes me sad.

Depression and its attendant crap are like......idk, the most obnoxious possible person in a lecture or group meeting, who won't fucking stop arguing their irrelevant, dubiously factual points louder and louder and don't care what valid, reasonable, compassionate things other people say. I hate that guy.

Idk where I'm going with this? Don't listen to the asshole made of mixed up chemicals inside your brain when they say you're no good, yawl. You're great. I promise there are people who are so proud of you they could burst.

This is weird but I wanted to say it and maybe it'll help someone to hear it.

Re: Positivity thread, of a kind

[philstar22]

Thanks. This is helpful.

Re: Positivity thread, of a kind

[bigpaw]

This is honestly exactly what I needed to hear rn, hormones got me bad this weekend. Thank you <3

Re: Positivity thread, of a kind

[(Anonymous)]

You know, the funny thing for me is that even recognizing the falsity of the narrative doesn't solve the problem. I'm pretty well out of the depths of my worst depressive moods. But I still have a mind that was shaped by them and that is just very, very good at noting and believing self-critical things, and at finding reasons to doubt positive things. It's a bit of the thing where I do believe that people have positive feelings about me, but I really don't know why.

Re: Positivity thread, of a kind

[sparrow_lately]

Of course the falsity of the narrative doesn't make it better that it's being screamed in your ear, but it's good to remember that dude is full of shit.

Re: Positivity thread, of a kind

[dethtoll]

This doesn't apply to me but you're a lovely person for posting it.

Re: Positivity thread, of a kind

[lady_dragoon]

Word.

It’s a little like having an abusive spouse. Only that spouse lives in your head and you have to stand by and defend them because you have nobody else. And again, that’s another function of depression. It isolates you. It makes you feel detached from the world at large, like you don’t belong with other people. And you start to hate anyone who tries to get past the barbed wire, electrified fencing, ten-foot-thick steel walls, gun turrets, and lasers that your abusive head-spouse has set up to keep everyone out so they can have you all to themselves.

Because how dare these people talk bad about your beau. Even when they're metaphorically (and sometimes literally) beating the shit out of you.