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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2016-06-28 06:30 pm

[ SECRET POST #3464 ]


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I'm meaner to myself than anyone else

(Anonymous) 2016-06-29 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
And I'm just fucking a-ok with that. It's not even really being "mean" imo.

Other people, I don't know what's on their plate. Me, I know I have no excuse. I should be doing better and what a piece of shit i am. I have no right to fuck up. I have no right to be lazy but I always am

People can tell me to be nice to myself. Sorry. I'm human garbage I don't deserve it, so deal. I'll try harder to keep it away from them tho. I can always fake being okay. But I'm not going to spoil myself.

Shit people suffer. So I'm just going to suffer quietly.

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Re: I'm meaner to myself than anyone else

[personal profile] feotakahari 2016-06-29 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
So if you did know what was on someone else's plate, you would evaluate them as deserving or not deserving to suffer? If you're currently a piece of shit, whatever actions you're taking should be to become less shit. It doesn't sound like negative reinforcement is working, and saying you have no excuse can easily become an excuse in and of itself--"Why bother trying to change when I'll always suck?

Re: I'm meaner to myself than anyone else

(Anonymous) 2016-06-29 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
I understand and sympathise. You really are a giant ball of filth, anon. Oh, yes, I know who you are.

Re: I'm meaner to myself than anyone else

(Anonymous) 2016-06-29 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
I understand and sympathize. I do this myself. I guess it's better than being the other way around?