[ SECRET POST #3464 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3464 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 01 pages, 27 secrets from Secret Submission Post #495.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

go go go

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

My hair, it's everywhere, screaming infidelities and taking its wear.

You asked for it, OP.

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[comma_chameleon]

You know there's a line in Vindicated and I always heard it as "I am flood, but I'm cleaning up so well." until a friend told me that apparently it's 'flawed'. Which makes a lot more sense, but flood still works. >.>

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

About two years ago, I expected to fart in the shower.

I didn't fart.

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

I've had nightmares about this.

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

......ooh.

Your tub/shower floor has my condolences. :P

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[feotakahari]

I often think headscarves look cool and stylish.

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

why should that be a confession

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

They often do!

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

It's okay. I'm European, but I love those long tunic-like blouses that Muslim women wear. I'd buy one or two if only I knew a few good brands that I could actually try on.

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[sparrow_lately]

I don't even know why I'm miserable

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

:(

hugs if wanted

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

Sometimes I feel like even bisexual (often poly) women treat sex/relationships with women as lesser or inherently more casual than their relationships with men and it makes me uncomfortable.

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

Are these women that you know personally, or just an impression you get from the media/internet?

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[herpymcderp]

Wow, sounds like you need to start hanging around people who aren't dicks.

Opposite gender relationships are not inherently superior to same gender relationships.

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

I've heard that from a lot of lesbians. Now I feel like I need to prove myself around them, so when I'm interested in a man I downplay it or don't talk about it at all.

Eh.

[chardmonster]

Some people might think it looks more casual just because there aren't a lot of gendered expectations plastered on top of the core relationship.

People don't expect you to start thinking about marriage immediately, to be picking a partner specifically because you think they'd be a good parent, etc. They don't really expect you to to have specific male and female roles (outside sex, where they think top/bottom is rigid? Which gets funny).

I'm meaner to myself than anyone else

[(Anonymous)]

And I'm just fucking a-ok with that. It's not even really being "mean" imo.

Other people, I don't know what's on their plate. Me, I know I have no excuse. I should be doing better and what a piece of shit i am. I have no right to fuck up. I have no right to be lazy but I always am

People can tell me to be nice to myself. Sorry. I'm human garbage I don't deserve it, so deal. I'll try harder to keep it away from them tho. I can always fake being okay. But I'm not going to spoil myself.

Shit people suffer. So I'm just going to suffer quietly.

Re: I'm meaner to myself than anyone else

[feotakahari]

So if you did know what was on someone else's plate, you would evaluate them as deserving or not deserving to suffer? If you're currently a piece of shit, whatever actions you're taking should be to become less shit. It doesn't sound like negative reinforcement is working, and saying you have no excuse can easily become an excuse in and of itself--"Why bother trying to change when I'll always suck?

Re: I'm meaner to myself than anyone else

[(Anonymous)]

I understand and sympathise. You really are a giant ball of filth, anon. Oh, yes, I know who you are.

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

Whenever comment numbers are low, I blame whatever secrets of mine have gone up that day. Even when numbers are low across the board.

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

All of my recent fandom crushes are underage. I'm going to hell.

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

Sometimes I read threads about favorite fan contributors and favorite fanworks just to see if my name will come up. I already know it won't, since I contribute to obscure fandoms with fanworks that are mediocre at best, but it would be a nice surprise.

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

I'm trying really hard not to let it show that I feel bad about rapidly becoming the Last Single Girl Standing among my friends and cousins (I am the oldest of the latter, even!) but it's getting harder and harder and I'm developing some cracks in the veneer. I feel bad about feeling bad and the idea that people know I feel bad and feel pity makes me feel worse. When I say to myself "Hey, you're kinda lonely and frustrated and those are completely legit feelings. Like, you're not made of stone, you know? It's okay to want companionship" it helps, but when I've tried to communicate those feelings to a few trusted individuals, I just get slapped with the "Oh, honey, you don't need a man to be complete!" condescending bullshit and I cycle back to feeling bad and feeling bad about feeling bad.

Re: Commentsection Confessional

[(Anonymous)]

Two confessions in one!

I want more attention in my fanfiction but I have no idea to go about gaining more.

I want to start a blog centered around writing but I fear I don't have anything worthwhile to write about, and that no one will care.