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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2016-06-28 06:30 pm

[ SECRET POST #3464 ]


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Re: Do you have any triggers?

(Anonymous) 2016-06-29 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I cannot deal with any sort of animal torture or death, which is actually really hard to avoid. I've gotten more control over it, but if I'm having an off day anyway just seeing an animal on the side of the road will make me start crying and I feel shaky, sick, and anxious for the rest of the day. And my brain starts bringing up EVERY SINGLE horrible animal story I've ever stumbled across. I don't talk about it at all because people tend to laugh at me and say it's because I'm just too thin skinned and care too much about animals.

I also have found that I shouldn't read anything with self cutting in it. Especially if it's really poorly written. It's not as immediate of a thing, but I've noticed by the end of a story I'll be very tense and twitchy, and have about four or five days of feeling really depressed, disconnected, and fixated on memories of when I used to cut. Not so much feeling the urge to do so, but unable to stop thinking about specifics of it. If it's a really poorly done one, i get angry about it and start thinking about everything that they've gotten wrong, and then the whole pattern of fixating starts much faster and lasts longer.