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fandomsecrets2008-04-01 05:36 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2008-04-01 05:36 pm
[ SECRET POST #452 ]
⌈ Secret Post #452 ⌋
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Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 10 pages, 238 secrets from Secret Submission Post #065.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 2 - not!secrets ], [ 1 2 - not!fandom ], [ 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 - too big ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
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Re: I should probably have a more serious icon, but...
I tried online friendships, too- it worked out well twice and terribly twice, so- I guess I'm still half and half on it. The only reason I ever met any of these people is because of the roommate pushing them to come by. I dunno, I think it has the potential to go so badly- if the person's close then they're hard to dodge if you don't like them, and if they're far and they do turn out to be awesome, you'll never see them. But then, I'm being pessimistic, eh? >_>
Oh geez, yeah, your schedule definitely does not help. I think if I worked the graveyard shift anything, I'd enjoy it a lot better (I do seem to be nocturnal, or near it), but I'd never do ANYTHING then.
I don't know...from the sound of it, we're both sort of on the verge, but you DO have people you interact with online, and people you actually like online, which is a harder thing to find. That's more'n I do, of my own volition (I keep telling myself this sort of attitude will help when I really hunker down to write my book, but...uh, yeah, I'm gonna believe that when it happens). I have a couple people IRL to keep me 'grounded', so that works out, too. I personally don't think everyone is helped by going and 'being social'- some of us are severely introverted- and...well, we're still working members of society, still (mostly) taking care of ourselves, so I don't think there's any major shame in that. Sure, it'd be better if I wasn't so awkward meeting people, but after twenty-plus years of dealing with it, I don't think it's something I'm going to grow out of. And I hate trying to force myself to 'get friends', so.
Re: I should probably have a more serious icon, but...
But I do have close online friends, for which I'm very grateful, but I'd like face-to-face contact with someone besides the nurses at work. Most of my online friendships have gone pretty well, though people can disappear on you, but so can people in the real world. If I had roommates I might feel less alone. (But then I'd drive them nuts because I never sleep.)
I agree that forcing yourself to be social and make friends may not be the best thing. I had a therapist who kept telling me "No, you just have to get out there, and if you don't meet anyone you just have to get out there some more," and I felt like saying "When do I get to give up?"
I actually have my dad helping me a lot as far as "taking care of myself" but I mostly function I guess. But I don't think I'm going to become social all of a sudden either.