[ SECRET POST #3484 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3484 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

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Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
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Comments

Re: let it all out

[(Anonymous)]

Sometimes I just think about how rare and fleeting it is for anyone to touch me physically and I just feel this massive loneliness well up inside me and I feel like I'm completely hideous and physically grotesque and I feel so awful about myself and worse than everyone else on earth and it seems like it'll never end and I don't like it, not one bit. Don't enjoy it at all.

Also I should probably get back into therapy instead of trying to just use fandom secrets as my outlet for this shit - I mean, not that I'd talk about this directly, but related issues at least.

Re: let it all out

[(Anonymous)]

OMG. Well, I'm the anon who posted right below you, and I just want to say SAME, SIS. The only living beings who touch me are my cats. My family growing up was not at all affectionate, and I ruined so many early relationships by freaking out and running away when the guys seemed to actually like being around me and felt attracted to me. Because, ew, me? There's nothing to me.

I've been alone and lonely for so long, I....I don't even know what to think about it anymore. I'm in therapy and on meds, too! I've been in therapy for three years, and it's helped a little but I still feel like I can hardly stand myself most of the time.

I don't know, I've got no answers, but just know that you're not the only one in this miserable boat. :/

Re: let it all out

[(Anonymous)]

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