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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2016-08-09 06:27 pm

[ SECRET POST #3506 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3506 ⌋

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[http://transgirlnextdoor.tumblr.com/]











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Re: how ya doin, FS?

(Anonymous) 2016-08-10 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
Eeeh. I'm okay-ish. Pissed off. Taking a stab at cleaning the kitchen; most of the counters and the stovetop are done, next step, mopping the floor. Was planning other stuff but I caught mom drinking (quelle surprise) and it ruined my mood.

I was already tired from spending all day Sunday keeping an eye on her and then all Monday starting at midnight in the ER and hospital because my keeping an eye on her because she felt shitty turned into her vomiting blood clots everywhere. I'm so mad right now part of me is pissed it wasn't fatal; she went from being happy she was going to live and grateful that I helped her (and cleaned up her horror movie style vomit, seriously, she didn't just miss the toilet, it was all over the living room floor, but in the bathroom it went up the damn walls) to "I feel shitty and tired and I needed a drink, it was just one."

It was eleven in the morning. She has meds for withdrawal symptoms. I want her in a sober living home so, so badly, but she doesn't want to go because she can stay sober on her own, honest! The one her therapist wants her to go to lasts nine months. It's expensive, but it would let me finish my degree. School is hard enough without spending weekends when I should be working in the ER.

Re: how ya doin, FS?

(Anonymous) 2016-08-10 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
I'm really sorry, OP. You shouldn't have to deal with this, and I really hope that she changes her mind about the sober living home.