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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2016-10-06 06:49 pm

[ SECRET POST #3564 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3564 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Keeping Up Appearances]


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[set the thames on fire]


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[Sailor Moon, Cardcaptor Sakura, Magic Knight Rayearth]


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[Dragon Ball Z]


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[Obduction]


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Re: Mental Health Check-In

(Anonymous) 2016-10-06 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Exhausted. I had a blow-up/meltdown on Monday and skipped class, and I can feel myself falling behind in some other classes, and I just get so angry and frustrated because I'm caring for my mom, but because she's a drunk, not only is she not eligible for hospice, I'm not eligible to get respite care. And I just want to grab her doctors by the lapels and scream because yes, she's drinking herself to death, but it's partially because she has terminal cancer with no cure, and despite hoping I'll never drink if I ended up in her position I might, too.

So I'm dealing with a drunk cancer patient every time I go home and I feel awful for myself and for her, and I can't get away, so when I'm really stressed out I blow up at her. I have to change her bandages myself because she's not eligible for in-home care either, and her doctor is worried about her getting maggots in the wounds, and ffs, she's basically being tortured to death and I'm being tortured watching her, how is denying her end of life care not illegal?

I'm at the point where getting anything else done at all feels like a gold-star achievement, tbh.