[ SECRET POST #3702 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3702 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Mental Issues Talk

[philstar22]

Had three nightmares last night about failing the bar. Needless to say, I barely slept. And then I couldn't nap today. Which means I'll have to go to bed early tonight (which actually means early since I'm getting up at 5:30). Which means much less study time today than I planned. Bleh.

Made it through day 1. But honestly. Right now the only reason I care is that I don't want to let down my parents who paid for the stupid thing. If I fail, they'll have wasted their money. It just seems like if it weren't for that, I'd give up or do something bad. I'm that stressed. Not suicide bad. But, like, I found myself on the morning drive to the exam place thinking that if I got injured then I wouldn't have to take it.

Re: Mental Issues Talk

[(Anonymous)]

You can do this, you can get through this. You are in a position where (it sounds like) you're under a super intense amount of stress. That's not your fault and it's not a reflection on who you are. All it means is that something external is bearing down on you and causing you harm. Just do as best you can and the rest will come. Really pulling for you!

Re: Mental Issues Talk

[(Anonymous)]

Bar-taking anon: You've got this! I also didn't sleep much last night. I left the essay portion in some kinda shock. As trite as it is, all we can do is move forward.

Re: Mental Issues Talk

[philstar22]

Ugh. Saw all the mistakes I made on the procedure portion while studying for the MBE tomorrow. The only up-side is that section is only 10% of my total grade. And I did fine on the performance part, which is also only 10%. The MBE and essays are 40 each. I'm not so stressed about the MBE tomorrow. And my plan is to go to bed now and take a sleeping pill so that hopefully I can stay up most of the night and study for essays tomorrow.