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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2017-03-07 07:02 pm

[ SECRET POST #3716 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3716 ⌋

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Re: Shitty thoughts thread

(Anonymous) 2017-03-08 09:56 am (UTC)(link)
Posting anon because I feel guilty even complaining about this. Sometimes when I have something great happen to me, I feel bad because I feel like my friends deserve it more. I'm happy I got this break but I don't need it as much as someone else needs it.

And I feel even guiltier for being happy. I can't talk about the feeling because its humble-bragging and i feel like a dick. And I'm stuck with this sense of guilt inside me building up that I just CAN'T bring myself to talk or vent about. And it becomes a vicious spiral of self guilt that ends in me grabbing a knife and slicing my skin. And then I feel guilty for other shit, like purposefully hurting myself when there are so many family members who want me to be alive and healthy.

Aurghh maybe I should sleep.