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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2017-06-03 03:21 pm

[ SECRET POST #3804 ]


⌈ Secret Post #3804 ⌋

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[Twin Peaks]


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[Chris Pratt]


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[Banlieue 13/District B13]


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[American Gods]


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[Stephen Fry]


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[Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug and Cat Noir]











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(Anonymous) 2017-06-03 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Self harm and being bulimic. Like, I know it's not really a positive way to deal with anxiety and depression, but I also know... I'm fine? Like that kind of thing won't kill me, it won't even seriously harm me. The self harm is just a relief from anxious panic and self-loathing, and the purging is sort of just habit at this point. I know it's not cool to do, but it's not like I'm doing drugs or anything that could potentially kill me.

(Anonymous) 2017-06-03 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I really hope you can get help anon. And bulimia is no joke, you may seem fine now but you're doing real harm to your body. All the best to you.

(Anonymous) 2017-06-03 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I mean... if the best thing you can say about your habits is "at least they're not killing me", then I hope you realize that's a super low standard? You don't need to be doing drugs or killing yourself slowly to deserve help. You deserve help NOW. If it helps, pretend that everything you're going through is happening to someone you love. Would you hope they get help, or are you okay with just letting them self harm and damaging their health with an eating disorder? You deserve to be healthy and happy.

I wish you all the best.

(Anonymous) 2017-06-03 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I know it's objectively not a healthy way to deal with my mental crap. I'm just not motivated to change. It's totally on me, and that's the problem. These have been on-and-off habits since high school, and I'm going through a rough patch right now with some external factors, so once things get better I'll probably have more motivation to change. (I know that's a backwards way of looking at it, but I know I'll get through it either way.)

Thanks though.
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[personal profile] sarillia 2017-06-03 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Have you looked up the effects that bulimia has over time? It can get serious.

There are other reasons to get help for that of course, but if your health can motivate you if it's bad enough, then maybe you should look at the harm can do.

(Anonymous) 2017-06-04 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
Right, my (physical) health actually is important to me, and it might be worth trying to scare myself out of it. Not sure what negative effects of bulimia would actually apply to me though.

(Anonymous) 2017-06-03 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
It may not kill you, but then again, there's something called a Mallory Weiss Tear that can, and bullemia can cause that kind of damage. And even if it never gets that far it can still fuck up your throat, teeth, and stomach. I hope you get some help or at least some healthier coping mechanisms.