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You know, I could point out that your - presumably first hand? - experiences of talking with people in gamergate is radically different to my first hand experience with talking to people in gamergate, but I'm not sure there's anything I could tell you that would change your mind.

I would point out, tho, that you are wrong about gamergate talking about AAA devs. We, by and large, have no love for them and their scummy mafia like tactics. I would say that outside of specific people who are indie devs I've heard more vitriol slung at the likes of EA and Ubisoft than the indie dev community as a whole. I would say it goes 1. People they hate, 2. AAA devs we hate, 3. Media outlets we hate, with 4. Indie companies we hate trailing by a large margin in the hate race.

I think a lot of those uses of the word "Attacked" might be more accurate to say criticised. Like I agree attacks were going on, but I honestly don't recall anyone doing No 3. Not saying it didn't happen, just my experience on No 3 is that the worst I saw was criticism.

As for the rest of it, my one defence is that me, and the people I hung out with were not party to, and openly spoke out against the people on either side doing any of those shitty thing. Here's the problem, here's the reason I think no matter what I say, you will be unlikely to concede any point here: This was happening all online. You try getting a group of people together online without shitheads seeping in. I've been told I deserve to be raped to death on this very community. The internet is islands of communities in a sea of shit. I don't deny that there are utter lowlifes under the umbrella of gamergate. Gamergate aboslutley had it's shitheads - By the way, replace gamergate with any community or group you belong to and tell me honestly if the statement becomes untrue - I argue that the balance of it is not what you believe it to be. I argue that there were more people within the movement shouting down the assholes than you believe, and there are several orders of magnitude more of us than the media was letting anyone know about. Anyone doing that shouting down found their way onto blockbots, after all.

You know, I could point out that your - presumably first hand? - experiences of talking with people in gamergate is radically different to my first hand experience with talking to people in gamergate, but I'm not sure there's anything I could tell you that would change your mind.

Gamergate advocates were quite explicit on these matters across multiple forms of social media.

I think a lot of those uses of the word "Attacked" might be more accurate to say criticised.

Criticism requires a deep reading and analysis of the works under scrutiny, which wasn't at all happening when the publishers "gaming is dead" articles were attacked on the basis of headlines, or approval ratings for indie game releases brigaded within hours of release. Similarly, "like Jack Thompson" isn't a criticism, it's a thought-terminating cliche.

Gamergate aboslutley had it's shitheads - By the way, replace gamergate with any community or group you belong to and tell me honestly if the statement becomes untrue - I argue that the balance of it is not what you believe it to be.

If you noticed, I largely didn't cite the excessively large number of shitheads who attached themselves to GamerGate. I cited the fact that GamerGate never produced a criticism of so-called "corruption" that wasn't completely fabricated or exaggerated beyond importance, and most of all directed at gaming advocates.

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Gamergate advocates were quite explicit on these matters across multiple forms of social media.

Explicit and contradictory. I could speak to three different "Advocates" and get 4 different conclusions. I'm guessing you spoke to them all in depth - feel I'm being somwhat generous here. My suspicion is, and I agree it may be unfair but it's my gut feeling on this, that you may have followed more links from news sources and people you already agreed with than you actually sought out people to talk to to get that all important deep reading and analysis, I don't mean to judge, it's just what I suspect - but you spoke to these advocates, heard all the different things they said, and concluded only the really bad ones were really advocating for change in the game journo industry. I mean, here I am, advocating for my reasons for being gamergate, and you seem to think I'm either blind or malicious. I mean, be honest, what is your true reading on me giving you my reasons and telling you about the things I care about. Do you think I'm lying? Do you think I'me stupid and have been taken in? I wont take offence, hit me with it.

Point I'm getting at is my experience is different than what you seem to think the whole movement is.

I disagree. I don't think you need to go to the far end of a fart to cricize somthing. "This upsets me, My identity is not dead, my identity is what keeps you in a job, so screw you" may not be deeply thought out, but I do still think it comes across more as criticism than an attack. here we may be getting into semantics, tho, so I'm happy to agree to differ on this one.

If you noticed, I largely didn't cite the excessively large number of shitheads who attached themselves to GamerGate. I cited the fact that GamerGate never produced a criticism of so-called "corruption" that wasn't completely fabricated or exaggerated beyond importance, and most of all directed at gaming advocates.

Well the vast majority of your numbered points were shitty things the shitheads in the movment were doing, and were also the entirity of the things anyone not in the movemnt cared to talk about. but I did already answer the "Gamergate never went afte the corrupt AAA devs" point you made. They were defiantly part of the talking points among my people. Ubisoft and their scumbag tricks were among one of the big causes of outrage for many of us. Not the most news worthy thing, because of two things, 1.They weren't part of or friends with the gaming media, so no-one cared to talk about that outrage (unless it was to call us piss babies for being fucked off by the ending of ME3) 2. Realistically what kinds of dent did or could our collective outrage ever do to put a dent into EA's pockets? Especially with no-one caring to report on it. Thats not to say I have any love for those guys.

No, but I've read those advocates at length on their own blogs, and in comment sections of neutral articles where those advocates objected at length because the hosting site was biased for some other article deep in the archive talked about the role of women in a completely different game. So if gamergate advocates are misrepresenting themselves on their own blogs, in their own written manifestos, and in their own comments, who should we trust on what they really mean?

Do you think I'm lying? Do you think I'me stupid and have been taken in?

No, I think you're engaged in bullshit and have been taken in by bullshit. The distinction there is that liars know they're lying but bullshit says whatever it thinks is most convincing.

I disagree. I don't think you need to go to the far end of a fart to cricize somthing. "This upsets me, My identity is not dead, my identity is what keeps you in a job, so screw you" may not be deeply thought out, but I do still think it comes across more as criticism than an attack. here we may be getting into semantics, tho, so I'm happy to agree to differ on this one.

If you read the articles, you would know that your identity as a market segment is not what keeps game developers employed anymore. The games industry now covers people of all genders from 5 - 85. North America is no longer the biggest market. Mobile worldwide is generating as much revenue as desktop and console gaming, and in a few years, the top mobile games beat out the best MMO and MOBA in revenue. And then, we have Generation Z coming of age in another few years. I'm a gamer, you're a gamer, my 90-year-old cousin is a gamer, and my pre-teen nieces and nephews are gamers now.

All of this is a good thing for games. After all, a healthy Hollywood produces both "chick flicks" and superhero stories. What's dead isn't the hobby or the medium. What's dead is the assumption that games are limited to the same marketing demographic as $5 razor blades. (All of which, was explicitly stated once you got past the clickbait headline.)

And "grow a quad," Wako. A hobby isn't worth shit without at least one article in circulation declaring it "dead" as clickbait. Just in my circle, punk is dead, religion is dead, lisp is dead, comic books are dead, and best of all irony is dead.

I'm getting kinda tired of this, so I'll start winding it down now, if it's all the same to you.

I don't think you're ever going to see that people on my side had valid points that made our involvment feel necessary, or that we were not the borg that could be represented by a monolith of GAMERGATE, or that we were all saying the same thing and believed the same thing. I don't think you'll ever believe that people like me were in it for different reasons that is commonly believed. You think I am being, what, accidentally disingenuous? I'm really struggeling with the idea that you can be a bullshitter without being a liar. I don't think I need to, I promised I wouldn't get offended, and I swear I haven't, but it does leave me feeling rather like there's not much point in trying to change your mind on this. That was my end game with this. "I was in it for my own selfish reasons that had nothing to do with identity politics or harassment or bullying, and had everything to do with keeping my media, the media that affected my personal life the most, keeping that honest and stopping in from attacking me. Convincing you of that was my end game, and I just don't think I can. And I'm more quite sure what your end game was, but if you think you got a shot at a win, I suggest playing it before I go to bed.

I will correct one misconception, tho:

If you read the articles, you would know that your identity as a market segment is not what keeps game developers employed anymore. The games industry now covers people of all genders from 5 - 85. North America is no longer the biggest market. Mobile worldwide is generating as much revenue as desktop and console gaming, and in a few years, the top mobile games beat out the best MMO and MOBA in revenue

When I said "My identity is responsible for keeping you in a job" I was not identifying myself as a male, or as young person, or a white person or a straight person or a cis person. I refere, as ever, to the only identity that matters to me, the one I choose, the identity of a gamer. Nor was I referring to games developers, I was talking to the games media outlets that declared the gamer identity to be not their audience.

I don't know where the idea that I was telling game devs that "Cishet young white males are your primary audience, so stop making things for other people and cater to MEEEEEE". I was telling games media "My identity is gamer, and gamers are the only people who care enough about games to read games media. We are not dead, we are the people who are your ony market."

I'm really struggeling with the idea that you can be a bullshitter without being a liar.

Most people caught up in pyramid schemes like Amway honestly believe in what they're selling. The problem is that what they're selling isn't all that honest. Or take for example, climate change denial or a great deal of tumblr.

To explain my bias, I work with people who came out of the games industry: AAA, indie, and mobile. The articles you consider "attacks" were not published in response to GamerGate. They were published because people inside the industry are having hard conversations about how to diversify their market beyond the "gamer" demographic of white guys 18-35 with disposable income.

All of which was explicitly said in the articles in question. And all of which is something that most gamers who were not trying to pick a fight understood.

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