[ SECRET POST #3824 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #3824 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[BoJack Horseman]


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[Horizon Zero Dawn]


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09. [WARNING for possible discussion of harassment/sexual assault?]



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10. [WARNING for discussion of rape]

(Bill Cosby and Keshia Knight Pulliam)


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11. [WARNING for discussion of harassment/cyberbulling, abortion, child sexual abuse]















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Re: How is your day going?

[(Anonymous)]

Spent most of today taking care of new chicks, one of which is still the same size as when I got her, can't walk, and has had three vet visits this week. If the vet's guess is right she's got maybe another week.

Visited my mom, brought her some juice, tangerines, and a usb drive and put some music on it so she could listen to it on the portable dvd player I got her a couple weeks ago, since she's not really lucid enough for long enough to follow movies or tv anymore. She choked on the juice and I felt awful and started crying.

I missed the bus on the way home and went grocery shopping since the next bus wouldn't come for an hour. My card was denied, which hasn't happened in over a decade. Went to the bank, checked my account balance. -$786. I didn't even know it was possible to overdraw by that much, the last time I overdrew, my account would be barred at -$20. I tried to set up on online account so I could see what happened, only to have the app repeatedly kick me off. Got home. Chicks' heat lamp was unplugged. I plugged it back in but didn't check on them, partly because I didn't want to wake them, and partly because if any died of cold I couldn't take it tonight without throwing myself in front of a bus.

Called customer service. Waited an hour. Was told mobile app setup has to be done on a computer. Which makes no sense, it's a mobile app. Told customer service rep my desktop was ancient and can't be updated further so the site likely wouldn't load. I was right. Have to go to the bank tomorrow. I also have to pay mom's care home $4,000.

I cleared out the only one of her savings accounts I have access to into her checking account, so hopefully there's enough in there now to pay that and her premium bills. And our phone bills. I guess right now I'm grateful that when I tried to switch the billing so I could pay it, AT&T said my mom would have to authorize the transfer. She hasn't walked in a month or got out of bed in a week. She can barely talk. If I could, I'd cancel our phone plan since she can't use her phone anymore either, and just get a cheap one for me. Somehow she managed to delete her custom voicemail message and I got a couple freaked out people asking me if she'd died.

And after I go to the bank tomorrow I get to go see mom and probably cry some more. Her roommate is very kind but seems to be fading as fast as she is. I just wish she wouldn't watch the same episodes of Judge Judy and Dr. Phil over and over. My mom can't speak over the sound, or hear me, and she always begs me to turn it off, but I can't because what am I gonna do, wrestle the remote from the roommate, a sweet 90 year old lady who weighs 80 lbs?

Even though the baby chicks are costing money I don't have, they're worth it right now, because if I didn't have something else depending on me (mom's dying and doesn't count because aside from pay her bills I can't help her anymore) I might off myself.

At least I have enough food to last a week, I can make veggie and bean soup for myself. And there's still most of a 25 lb sack of chick starter, a 25 lb sack of layer feed, and I just bought a bag of cat food, so the animals will be fine for a month. If I can get the mobile app working I can transfer money out of my savings.

I hope nothing else goes horribly wrong. Not sure how much I can take. *Glares at Senate.*