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⌈ Secret Post #3858 ⌋

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Re: Venting Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I've learned that if I get up too early, my executive function just.... stops. I just.. can't. I hadn't ever really put it together before but for a few years now I worked from home and could sleep in until around 9 and I was happy and productive and really felt like myself.

Now SO has an early morning job which means some days I'm up with him at 5am and even if I nap later I just can't function those days. I just feel stupid all day, I can't make myself do anything, I can't write, I can't work, I can barely focus on fun things. I don't even feel like myself. Even if I go to bed early and get enough sleep it's just awful.

Days I don't have to be up? I am happy and energetic and I can think, and do things, and it's wonderful.

... I feel like such a fucked up useless human being that I can't even handle waking up early and doing nothing. This is one of those work-days, so if this doesn't make much sense, that's why.

Re: Venting Thread

[(Anonymous)]

I get this too anon. When I wake up at 6 the whole day is a struggle. Closer to 8 and I just function better all round. I think it must be to do with circadian rhythms but can't figure it out.

Re: Venting Thread

[(Anonymous)]

It's good to know I'm not alone. It explains why when I was in college when I'd take light community college semesters just going tues/thurs or mon/wed/fri I aced all my classes, even ones in normally very difficult subjects. But then as soon as I started a full schedule of monday-friday early morning classes I'd last about two months slowly spiraling downward and then have a total breakdown and be unable to finish.

I kept beating myself up for being lazy, but two days was just not enough time to sleep in and go back over five days worth of material with a clear head. With days in between I was able to go to class and take notes on zombie days and then study and actually learn the material the next day.