[ SECRET POST #4007 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #4007 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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02.
[Pokémon USUM]


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03.
[Moby]


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04.
[Brooklyn 99, Gina Linetti]


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05.
[Guardians of the Galaxy franchise]


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06.
[Illusion of Gaia]


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07.
[Stranger Things]













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Comments

Re: How do you stop..

[dani_phantasma]

That actually makes sense! My parents never really understood a lot about mental illness aside from my mom having anxiety about one specific thing. and I guess my strange mess of mental issues became a lot to deal with.

I mean when I had severe OCD as a teenager my parents would try to make me feel better or brush it off with "everybody has a little bit of OCD" (was everybody making themselves throw up because of guilt about bad thoughts" at 15? Somehow I don't think so). On one occasion when they were busy and I tried to come to them about my OCD problems my dad initially snapped "Not everything's about you" before stopping to listen to me. I mean I'm glad he eventually listened but hearing that so many times starts to get to you and make you feel really bad about having problems.

And after high school I was really depressed and the next seven years were me trying to get help and attention about it and it frequently getting brushed off unless I had a full on conniption fit.

I don't like getting mad at people and I hate conflict especially being in the center of it. I really do. But I just needed something I wasn't getting and it was increasingly frustrating. It culminated in me having a near suicide attempt when I was 25 the winter after my grandmother died and I had a stressful year. and afterward my parents just took my phone away for a few months, and made sure I knew how much they didn't like paying the bills for my hospital bill.

I started to feel like I'd never get what I was hoping for.

God I probably sound unbearable now.