[ SECRET POST #4069 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #4069 ⌋

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Comments

Re: Been a while since I vented on F!S

[(Anonymous)]

My life sucks. Somehow I have two jobs and no money. I will probably have to borrow money from my mom for rent, unless my partners paycheck is really good (hard to say). I don't like either of my jobs. I don't have friends. I'm too depressed to do hobbies I enjoy. I haven't had sex with my partner in three weeks. I have nightmares more nights than not. My stomach hurts every day from anxiety, I have crying fits most days, eating is a pain and I wish I didn't have to do it - I'm just feeling hopeless, like I'm in a hole. If it weren't for my cat I probably would have tried to kill myself. I keep thinking about it. So that's all groovy.

Re: Been a while since I vented on F!S

[(Anonymous)]

Sorry, OP. I hate when brains seize on crappy life circumstances and magnify them. Yay for your cat, and yay for you for venting and I hope getting it off your chest helps. I hope your circumstances improve, too. Good luck.

Re: Been a while since I vented on F!S

[(Anonymous)]

Thanks. I adopted my cat after he was abandoned and then adopted once and returned to the shelter for not being affectionate enough (he is very affectionate - he just took a long time to warm up and trust me) - and I know if I died he wouldn't understand and think another person abandoned him. That thought is literally the only thing getting me through my days.

Re: Been a while since I vented on F!S

[(Anonymous)]

Aww, my current cat and one of my dogs (RIP) were both returned to the shelter before I adopted them; my cat is the cuddliest pet I’ve ever had and loves people and attention, and I love her. I’m glad you gave your cat a home, and I’m sure your cat is too. I hope you find more reasons to keep breathing, but I’ve been known to fall back on “who will feed my critters?” when all else fails. Well, that, spite at my own brain for kicking me when I was down, and a stubborn refusal to let my depression off me. I hope you feel better soon.

Re: Been a while since I vented on F!S

[(Anonymous)]

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Shit, OP. I wish I had solutions to your issues. I hope things improve for you, I really do. If you decide to go for new jobs/a new job, I wish you luck! I hope for good things for you, OP. You, you partner & your cat!

Also, maybe checkout a meet up event in your area to try to make friends?? if you want/ feel ready/ have meet up events where you Are?

Good luck and many hopes for you, OP.