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went for a walk and got rejected from a job

fml

Me2, high five.

This was my busy day at work (busy not with meetings). Was also snack day but nobody brought anything good except for like two people. Went for a walk. It was so damn hot.

I am also on week three of not being able to take a deep breath. :(

Edited 2018-05-23 23:44 (UTC)

Nasty panic attack. Lots of emails trying to sort out big stuff that I'm very overwhelmed by. Still feel like I got nowhere. Preparing like mad for having guests tomorrow.

I was off work today so I slept in for an hour (got up at 7 instead of 6!). I went for a 35-minute run and then got coffee and lunch. Lunch was great, I got Chinese and had spicy pork dumplings, beef satay, and duck salad (with a really good house-made sweet ginger dressing). I got a mani-pedi and when my nails were dry I did laundry, which I just finished up. The rest of the evening is open for anything, it's not even 5PM here in Cali, so I'll probably watch basketball: go Celtics!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ilAUNI4EouM

LOL

Worked in the morning. Came home with a migraine, so been mostly in my room with the light off, doing random stuff on Flightrising.

Went out to breakfast and saw Deadpool 2, both of which were awesome, and then spent most of the day nodding off with a nasty headache, which sucked diseased hairy balls.

Went grocery shopping and ran some errands, came back and was so tired I had a frozen pizza for dinner despite a fridge full of food ingredients. :(

I was pretty productive. Brought my car to the shop for an engine oil change, then after a trip to an auto parts store and a YouTube tutorial I replaced the cabin filter myself. Bitty thing, but I still felt proud. Worked on an application for a literary journal position I got through the first round of, minded my niece and nephew, bought some groceries, and came home with some freebies from the nearby newly opened Wawa.

Things started out great and then totally went to shit.

I had bfast with my qt3.14 and we went on a walk around this mall thing. Then I drove out to my next job site.

Its about two hours from amywhere so they have these bunk trailers. Normally we'd each get our own little bunk room thing but right now there's more people on site than rooms so I have to sleep in someone else's while they're on shift. It's not the end of the world but I'm so uncomfortable with this. Ugh it's like staying at someone else's house or something, it's just weird.

I spoke on the phone with the lawyer who'll be representing me tomorrow at my disability hearing. I was a complete stammering mess the whole time and sounded like a complete idiot. I kept forgetting words, diagnoses, symptoms and side affects, couldn't explain myself properly and kept giving him the wrong idea about what I was capable of and had a panic attack so bad that it took an hour after the phone call ended for me to be able to unclench my jaw, stomach and chest and stop pulling my hair. I kept flashing back to the disability hearing I had back in 2012, where the judge laughed at me and kept rolling her eyes when I described my issues. After I calmed down a bit I went to bed and slept for 10 hours.
I'm dreading that hearing so bad. I don't even know why I'm bothering with it, because they're just going to reject me again.

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