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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2018-05-23 06:53 pm

[ SECRET POST #4158 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4158 ⌋

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cakemage: (Overemotional suffering)

Re: What did you do today, FS?

[personal profile] cakemage 2018-05-24 09:03 am (UTC)(link)
I spoke on the phone with the lawyer who'll be representing me tomorrow at my disability hearing. I was a complete stammering mess the whole time and sounded like a complete idiot. I kept forgetting words, diagnoses, symptoms and side affects, couldn't explain myself properly and kept giving him the wrong idea about what I was capable of and had a panic attack so bad that it took an hour after the phone call ended for me to be able to unclench my jaw, stomach and chest and stop pulling my hair. I kept flashing back to the disability hearing I had back in 2012, where the judge laughed at me and kept rolling her eyes when I described my issues. After I calmed down a bit I went to bed and slept for 10 hours.
I'm dreading that hearing so bad. I don't even know why I'm bothering with it, because they're just going to reject me again.