[ SECRET POST #4180 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #4180 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Murdoch Mysteries]



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[Laurie R. King, Mary Russell mysteries]


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03.
[Stargate SG-1]


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04.
[The Banner Saga 2]



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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 01 pages, 08 secrets from Secret Submission Post #598.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

Re: Should I....

[(Anonymous)]

commit suicide?

Re: Should I....

[(Anonymous)]

No

Re: Should I....

[(Anonymous)]

No, if only out of stubborn spite. It’s one of the biggest reasons I’m still here, I refuse to give my self-loathing the satisfaction. Also (hugs)

Re: Should I....

[(Anonymous)]

Please see my reply to raspberry rain below.

Re: Should I....

[raspberryrain]

Not for nothing. It's one thing to do something useful that kills you, another to just give up and die as if that were useful in itself.

And right now there's the whole plan some of us have to stay alive out of spite and drive the pigs out of power.

[I'm sorry if that was grimmer than it should have been.]

Re: Should I....

[(Anonymous)]

But I can't take my crap reality anymore. I have no one and nothing.

Re: Should I....

[(Anonymous)]

You have access to a device capable of connecting to the internet, internet access, and either the ability to type or a really good speech-to-text converter. I hate when my brain pulls the “you have nothing and no-one so kill yourself” routine because it’s such an obvious lie.

I’m poor and bad at making and keeping friends, never had a significant other or date (and I’m 35!) and my family is dead. So yeah, parts of my life suck diseased hairy balls. But I’m not gonna give the world the satisfaction of offing myself.

Whenever I’ve come close in the past (and damn if depression doesn’t suck all the joy and feeling out of everything, being in the mental pit for months fucking sucks) something always happens to make me glad I didn’t die, even if it’s just seeing a cool bird or meeting a friendly puppy or laughing at a silly comic. They might be trivial as far as good stuff goes, but they’re better than death.

I hope you stick around to experience lots of silly jokes and awesome books and movies and friendly animals and tasty meals and stupid memes and maybe even supportive friends and family and financial security (dream big, yeah) for a long time. Don’t give the bastard world the satisfaction of dying.

Re: Should I....

[(Anonymous)]

Thank you.

Re: Should I....

[(Anonymous)]

You have YOU.