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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2018-11-11 04:08 pm

[ SECRET POST #4330 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4330 ⌋

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Re: What are you disappointed about?

(Anonymous) 2018-11-12 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
After seeing the “what are you doing for the holidays?” thread, I’m sad that I’m too weird and scared of people to make close friends, and too weird, scared of people, and ugly to find a boyfriend, and 30 years younger than my youngest (of 2) blood relatives.

So eventually my holidays and pretty much every day I’m not at work, I’ll be alone except for my pets unless I, I dunno, get a brain transplant. I guess at least I hopefully won’t be spending holidays at the hospital now that my mom’s dead and doesn’t keep hurting herself all the time. Over the last coiple years of her life I spent her birthdays and most holidays cleaning up blood, shit, vomit, and piss and/or sitting in hospital chairs.

Now I can just cook and open presents for myself and cry until I take the side dishes out of the oben and go to my aunt’s brothers’ place.

...also I hate how full of maudlin self-pity I get when I’m on my period. Jfc, self, lighten up.