[ SECRET POST #4365 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #4365 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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(Stargate SG-1)


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03.
[Great British Bake Off]


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04.
[Umbrella Academy]


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[cook and food writer Samin Nosrat, Salt, Fat, Acid, Heat]


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06.
(Kim Taehyung)


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07.
[Avengers: Endgame]










Notes:

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Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
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Comments

Re: Yet another vent post

[(Anonymous)]

(hugs) I’m sorry your brain’s giving you shit, anon, and I hope it lets you have a break soon without your having to knock it out with weed. It sounds like mine gets when it decides that joy and contentment are the enemy and fights them off by screaming that everything is garbage.

You’re not lazy, your brain is fighting the part of itself that’s trying to self-destruct and that’s fucking exhausting. If depression were some kind of hideous tentacled monster it’d be obvious to everyone how hard it is to fight, but just because it’s not ripping limbs off doesn’t mean it’s easy to beat. And you’rs not useless or a loser. Having and keeping a job at all is like climbing a mountain, with depression as well it’s like trying to climb Everest using only your pinkie fingers.

I’m sorry about your teeth; that must suck and it sounds like your head is full of terrible things already. Can you manage soup or smoothies maybe? There were a couple months when I lived off water and whole milk because my depression got so bad eating solids felt like too much effort, but I wouldn’t reccommend it because starving fucked with my head more.

Instead of calling a suicide hotline, could you look up dental school clinics? Sometimes they offer free, discounted, or sliding scale help. If your teeth physically hurt, cold packs, orajel, and/or clove oil can help numb some of it.

Please don’t kill yourself. Those people (and your girlfiend and your cat!) you say you’d inconvenience would miss you and I know from experience that it’s possible to climb out of the pit of “everything sucks I wanna die” and be glad I’m not dead. But I’m pretty sure that only works if you don’t die. *(hugs) some more*