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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2019-05-20 06:29 pm

[ SECRET POST #4518 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4518 ⌋

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Re: I've wasted my life and...

(Anonymous) 2019-05-21 01:03 am (UTC)(link)
I so, so feel you, anon. I mean, I'm only 31, so I know it's not as dramatic as all that. But I spent most of my 20's doing absolutely nothing, my mental health is rough, I have no qualifications, I'm ace/aro but I'm lonely, and there's no way I'll be able to have a kid since I don't have the mental or financial resources to support one.

I've been holding down a part time job for a few years now, and I've been going to the gym for about a year and a half, so those are two things I'm hanging onto. But I can barely even handle that much; it's hard to imagine taking on more.

I sometimes fantasize about being able to go back to when I was seven or eight and live the next couple of decades over again - do a little better this time. It's a pointless fantasy that accomplishes nothing, but man it'd be great.

I'm sorry you maybe feel this way too, anon. You're not alone, though.

Re: I've wasted my life and...

(Anonymous) 2019-05-21 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
Wow, if it wasn't for a couple of details I'd say I was the one to write this. Same age and all.

Re: I've wasted my life and...

(Anonymous) 2019-05-22 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
I am the OP. I just want a major do-over but I can't go back in time to the late Eighties.