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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2019-06-06 06:34 pm

[ SECRET POST #4535 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4535 ⌋

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Re: Why are you tired?

[personal profile] venusundae 2019-06-07 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
i just went through a hell of a time ~interpersonally speaking~ with stupid junk happening one right after another at work and w my friends since like february. and ofc without noticing i let my basic self care diminish the more stressed and upset i got. but once the air cleared a little i had begun doing a fair job at properly nourishing my body finally! and for the past few weeks was feeling uncharacteristically great :)

but i got all tripped up in hubris or whatever and ordered a goddamn stroopwaffle mcflurry yesterday lmao. i legit forgot how awful my body used to feel all the time? which is both terrifying and exciting to confront tbh. i've definitely felt worse, and could always feel better! but it was a bit jarring to viscerally realize how badly i've exacerbated my emotional and mental health issues in past years by just not taking care of my body, if not outright abusing it during certain times. even though that's obvious and always sitting in the back of your mind somewhere when you gotta sit with it like that it's strange and sad but still motivating haha