[ SECRET POST #4616 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #4616 ⌋

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Sad vent ahead

[(Anonymous)]

cow: death

(cw, not cow, thanks autocorrect)

[(Anonymous)]

Cure for sudden onslaught of sadness over six-months-deceased friend: find something to be righteously pissed about. Fandom is good for the pain in more ways than one.

...still hurts though and I just can’t feel better, I can only forget for a while. Longer than before, but still...I wish healing for me was more than just forgetting for longer. I have friends who understand but how can I ask them for support when they feel bad too? I do sometimes, but I feel like a whiny jerk for it. Which is why I turn to anon like this sometimes as well. Gotta spread it thin.

Therapist tomorrow. Gonna tell her all about the feelings I’ve had this week. The spiral of self-hate I got stuck in, thinking maybe she didn’t even like me, why would she, I sucked as a friend, I wasn’t toxic but I was afraid to let her in, in case I lost her. Oh the irony.

Sometimes I wonder if she saw it coming (it was a health incident, one that isn’t always detected in time but sometimes can be)...and let it happen. I was told she’d possibly been depressed. I wasn’t even a good enough friend to know what she hid behind smiles and generosity. I didn’t even...

Re: (cw, not cow, thanks autocorrect)

[rosehiptea]

I'm so sorry this happened. It doesn't sound like you were a bad friend to me.

Re: (cw, not cow, thanks autocorrect)

[(Anonymous)]

I hope your therapist helped you! When my aunt lost her husband (to suicide nonetheless) she went to like, an AA group, but for people suffering a loss. She went there for about six months and she said it really helped a lot to be able to talk to people in the same situation.

Wishing all the best for you!