[ SECRET POST #4625 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #4625 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Star Trek: Enterprise]


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[Horatio Hornblower]


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Comments

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

Same. I've been in one actual relationship and a couple that never got to "official" status and they definitely felt strange, to say the least. There was always just this "wrong" feeling in the pit of my stomach that was there 24/7. Kind of this anxious/panicky/dread combination. Like, normally when I'm in bed trying to fall asleep I'll be thinking of stories I want to write or what's going on at work or a book/show I just read/watched and really liked or an upcoming trip or whatever. But when I was with those guys, whenever I tried to fall asleep all I could think about was the fact that they were in my life and how I felt like it was a huge mistake to ever go out with them to begin with and how it just didn't feel right. There was a weird sort of social validation where whenever I mentioned "my boyfriend" I felt like suddenly everyone respected me a little bit more or took me more seriously, but it just wasn't worth it. I never want those awful feelings again.

Re: Non-fandom secrets

[(Anonymous)]

I had those same feelings when I started dating a guy in high school. We’d been on good terms and I’d always felt comfortable around him, but when we started dating, I dreaded seeing him. He was a good guy and treated me well, but my stomach hurt whenever I was around him and it just got worse after we became “official”. He ended up breaking up with me because he’d started liking one of my friends and I remember feeling so relieved to have a legitimate out.