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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2020-03-11 05:27 pm

[ SECRET POST #4814 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4814 ⌋

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Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2020-03-12 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
I tend to be the person who "goes with the flow" but the older I get, I realize I never grew out of being a coward who doesn't like conflict. I'm disgusted by it. I don't stand up to friends when I hear them saying what sounds like crazy privileged or fake woke shit, even after the stunned feeling wears off. It takes me forever to report an obviously abusive home situation to CPS (not mine) and even when I get told "nothing we can do about it" I just accept it and stop. I have no power and no influence for good positive things. My gauge is fucked when it comes to personal space and people bulldozing over me with whatever runaway thought they have at the moment, no matter how offensive or misinformed. I know a lot of this is due to my own abusive upbringing, but I've tried my damnedest to break out of it and be normal (or as normal as I can possibly be). I know I can't change the world by myself (because that would be unrealistic) but I at least want to be able to stand up for something or even myself and be actually fucking proud that I did. I can have a bajillion fantasies where I'm the hero, but it doesn't reflect reality. I'm just a coward.