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fandomsecrets2020-03-12 05:23 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2020-03-12 05:23 pm
[ SECRET POST #4815 ]
⌈ Secret Post #4815 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 01 pages, 10 secrets from Secret Submission Post #689.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
Re: SA
(Anonymous) 2020-03-13 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)But it's okay to be scared and conflicted, especially when several deaths occur in the family.
I'm not sure what you mean by that last sentence, though.
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(Anonymous) 2020-03-14 09:39 am (UTC)(link)I'm sorry, I should have asked Case to delete this post as soon as I made it. I know it's a shitty situation. My mother watched me all day and didn't bring it up until the end of the night... Commenting how she had to do laundry this morning... and we did as we always do... not matter if it's for better or worse with the emotions swirling in hazard around us... We laughed it off and made it no big deal, all as her husband, my father, is dying before her.
I tried to meet her eyes, to actually see if she was okay... and I don't know, she was looking at me just as much as I was looking at her.
I think she thought that I already said something... and in the end, as usual, it was just one big joke about our families apparent inability to talk, without any intention to say much of anything.
...I made that sentence intentionally vague because there are things I'll never approach in any significant detail, because of what words, even on the internet, copied and misconstrued, can still bring detail on some things I've sworn not to surrender. Not to her.